freeze dreams

what happened to monkey bars
arts and crafts
i want popsicle stick picture frames
what happened to the excitement of flying back and forth
from mommy
to daddy
oh yeah that was dysfunctional
what happened to wet nights
in hot cars
with girls who will never remember
what happened to bent nights
lsd and wooded dreams
writing benders
speeded up nights of delusion
naked beer pinatas of lust in a shower
dreams of a first marriage that was suppossed to be a marriage
what happened to family
what happened to friends that were suppossed to be family
what happened to me
to you
to me
to us
to me
to everyone
it all ended up being the remnants of milk
in the bottom of a glass
meant to refresh the unquenched thirst
of a five a.m. nightmare
that i have not woke up from
sleep paralysis sucks